Loaded - "Episode 1999: Live"


Sycophant //
Shinin' Down // Seattle Head // Superman // Missing You // Then and Now // She's Got A Lot // Mezz // Ridin' Home // Raw Power





Shinin' Down

"This is an Al Bloch song. It was kind of a depressing story about a 
white-trash life with no way out. But this kid in the story is fighting 
his way out. And I reinterpreted it as, anybody can do that, get out of 
any situation. "Shinin' Down" sounds almost like you're talking about 
God, but it's any kind of inspiration. If somebody wants it to be God, 
great. Or it could be yourself, shining down." - Duff
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SHINING DOWN
(AL BLOCH)

SISTER'S IN THE OLD BARN, SLEEPING OFF A BIG STORM
BROTHER'S AT THE POOL HALL, THINKING ALL HIS BAD THOUGHTS
PAPA'S IN THE CELLAR, SNEAKING OFF A QUICK DRINK
AND GOD IS UP IN HEAVEN, NO ONE CARES WHAT HE THINKS

(CHORUS)
SHINING DOWN, SHINING DOWN

MAMA'S LIVING IN HER GRAVE, BURIED WITH THE FRYING PAN
I'M JUST SITTING ON THE PORCH, WAITING FOR THE MAILMAN
PAPA DOESN'T HAVE MUCH HOPE, HE WISHES THINGS WERE BETTER
WHEN I GET A CHANCE TO LEAVE, IT'S GOING TO BE FOREVER

(CHORUS)
SHINING DOWN, SHINING DOWNŠŠYEAH

AT NIGHT SOMETIMES I TAKE A WALK, DOWN BY THE POWER LINES
SOMEWHERE I CAN BE ALONE, SIT AND SMELL THE OZONE
GOD SAYS łDON'T YOU BE AFRAID˛ HE CAN MAKE IT BETTER
IF I GET A CHANCE TO LEAVE, IT'S GOING TO BE FOREVER

SHINING DOWN, SHINING DOWN, SHINING DOWN, SHINING DOWN

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Seattle Head "This got its name from my Marshall head that was up in Seattle. I got this sound at the beginning, it's the scratching of the strings. [Co-producer] Noel Golden asked me where I got that sound, and I said, "It's my Seattle head." So the name just stuck. Lyrically, the song's about the love/hate relationship I have with L.A." - Duff --- SEATTLE HEAD (Duff McKagan) WHEN I WAS A YOUNG, I HAD A DREAM MOVIN' TO THE CITY SIGHT UNSEEN 19 YEARS OF AGE I PACKED UP BAGS HOLLYWOOD WAS ALL THE RAGE I CAME TO YOU IN 1984 YOU SHOWED ME IN, THEN YOU SHUT THE DOOR IT DIDN'T TAKE ME LONG TO LEARN TO PLAY THE GAME A KICK IN THE HEAD ALWAYS FEELS THE SAME (CHORUS) LOS ANGELES, YOU'RE A FUCKIN WHORE HOLLYWOOD, YOU'RE AN OPEN SORE I PLAYED IT WELL, AND I PLAYED IT FAST LIVIN' SLOW WAS IN THE PAST CHICKS AND DRUGS AND GETTIN' BURNT JUST A FEW OF THE THINGS I `LEARNT' GOT SICK AND TIRED OF BEIN' SCARED AS HELL A WASTED MAN, JUST A SHELL OF MYSELF BUT THAT WAS THEN, AND THIS IS NOW MY PRETTY BABY, I'VE CHANGED SOMEHOW (CHORUS 2) LOS ANGELES, YOU'VE LOST YOU'RE GRIP DRUGS AND LIES AND WHORES SUCKIN DICK (B-VERSE) I DON'T KNOW IF I COULD DO THINGS DIFFERENTLY LA'S HAD ME FOR SO LONG WHEN I LOOK I CAN SEE THINGS DIFFERENTLY WHAT DOESN'T KILL ME MAKES ME STRONG (BRIDGE) LOS ANGELES, I DIDN'T SELL MY SOUL TO YOU LOS ANGELES, YOU THOUGHT YOU WOULD KILL ME YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD TAKE ME DOWN FUCK THAT, POWER TO ME (CHORUS) (B-VERSE) SOMETIMES IT GOES LIKE THIS SOMETIMES IT'S THE ONLY WAY, TO LEARN IT A KICK IN THE HEAD Top Of Page
Superman "I hold some things high and sacred, and making love is one of them. In real life, I'd love to be a woman's Superman, her only one." - Duff --- SUPERMAN (Duff McKagan) FATE FINDS A WAY, OF PICKIN YOU UP WHEN YOU'RE DOWN I REMEMBER EVERTHING, AND I KNOW FOR SURE AIN'T LIKE IT WAS BEFORE, I KNOW I CAN SHUT THAT DOOR (CHORUS) I WANNA BE YOUR SUPERMAN WON'T YOU GIVE ME YOU HAND SO I CAN SHOW YOU LET DOWN YOUR HAIR AND MOVE ON OVER NEXT TO ME I WANNA SEE YOU SKIN, BEAUTIFUL WHITE, SOFT IN THE LIGHT WE'LL JUST FORGET THE PAST, WE CAN HAVE TONITE AT LAST (CHORUS) (BRIDGE) YOU CAN ALWAYS LEAN ON ME YOU CAN DRESS ME TO WHATEVER YOUR VISION OF A DREAM MAN IS ON MY PRETTY BABY, CAN'T YOU SEE I WANNA BE YOUR EVERYTHING I REMEMBER YESTERDAY, IT'S A LONG WAYS AWAY I DON'T KNOW JUST WHAT YOUR GONNA DO BUT I ALWAYS WANNA BE RIGHT NEXT TO YOU BUT I ALWAYS WANNA BE RIGHT NEXT TO YOU (CHORUS) Top Of Page
Missing You "I don't even want to try to count how many of my best friends I've lost to heroin. This song was me finally being pissed off. The chorus says, "I won't be missing you." There's only so much you can do." - Duff --- MISSING YOU (Duff McKagan, Michael Barragan) AT HOME ALONE, MY ETERNAL ATONEMENT I'VE BEEN MISSIN' YOU SO SICK AND TIRED, OF BEIN' FUCKED UP AND LIED TO I HOPE YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE I'VE SEEN YOU LONG, AND I'VE FELT YA STRONG BUT NOW I CAN'T GET THROUGH AND THEN YOU LIED, YOU WERE GETTIN' HIGH I HOPE YOU'RE TURNIN' BLUE (CHORUS) AND IN THE NIGHT, WHEN I FELL ALRIGHT I WON'T BE MISSIN' YOU THEN YOU LIED, YOU WERE GETTIN' HIGH I HOPE YOU'RE TURNIN' BLUE (CHORUS 2) ALL MY HEROES GONE FACăTS' DARKER THAN FICTION AS MY NIGHTMARE CARRIES ON AND ON (CHORUS) I USED TO ASK YOU HOW LONG YOU WE'RE GONNA CARRY ON WHEN YOU LIED I KNEW YOU WERE GONE (BRIDGE) THE LINES WERE CLEARLY DRAWN SAD MEMORIES OF YOU, SLOWLY GONE THE WORLD WILL CARRY ON WITHOUT YOU (CHORUS 2) (CHORUS) AND NOW THAT YOU'RE GONE, I'M GONNA CARRY ON THE LINES WERE CLEARLY DRAWN Top Of Page
Then And Now "This is the song about getting sober. My friend Paul Soldier helped me write it. We were in this old band called the Fartz, a punk rock band." - Duff --- THEN AND NOW (Duff McKagan, Paul Solger) WHEN I FIRST SAW YOUR BABY, YOU WERE GONE, SO FUCKIN' GONE THE SCENE WAS SET FOR ARMADEDDON, AND YOUR GRIP ON ME WAS STRONG (CHORUS) IF YOU SAW ME YESTERDAY, YOU WOULDN'T RECOGNIZE MY FACE IF YOU SAW ME YESTERDAY, YEAH YOU MIGHT'VE RAN AWAY SISTER UPTOWN, YOU'RE A METAPHOR FOR ALL LIFES GREIF AND PAIN BROTHER DOWNTOWN, SUCH A DEVIL, MAKE A SNAKE OUT OF ANY MAN (CHORUS) (BRIDGE) DON'T FEEL LIKE CRAWLIN' OUT OF MY CAGE I USED TO SAY ANOTHER LAME SO NG AND DANCE ABOUT A THING FROM MY PAST, I HOPE IT'S NOT BORING YOU IN THE END I COST A FEW FRIENDS BUT I GOT UP AND I RAN AWAY DRUGS PARTY IN 526 IS WHERE I GOT MY KICKS BUT WHERE ARE TODAY? DEAD AND GONE, THE DAMAGE IS DONE, I GOT NOTHIN' ELSE TO SAY (CHORUS) Top Of Page
Mezz "I read a lot of books, mostly nonfiction. And I don't watch a lot of TV, but I like my Seattle sports teams. I've also seen the Cirque du Soleil perform a bunch of times. There are lines in this song about a lot of those things I've read about or seen. It's like, "God, I wish I could have been there. I wish I could have done that." These are things I think everybody wishes, in some form -- they wish they could be there." - Duff --- MEZZ (Duff McKagan) I WANNA BE THE WORLDS BEST LOVER I WANNA BE ON EVERY COVER I WANNA BE THE FLYING MAN IN THE CIRQUE DE SOLIEL BUT I'M ME, AND THAT'S ALL I'LL EVER BE I WANNA BE LIKE SERPICO, OR A FREEDOM FIGHTER DOWN IM MEXICO, A BLACK MAN IN THE FIFTIES SOUTH, SEE WHAT FAKE WHITE FREEDOM WAS (IS?) ALL ABOUT I WANNA `RECON' IN VIETNAM, SHOOT A BALL LIKE GARY PAYTON, I WANNA TALK TO JESUS CHRIST, A-BOMB THE EXTREME RIGHT BUT I'M ME, AND THAT'S ALL I'LL EVER BE. (CHORUS) IF IT WAS UP TO ME, I'D BE THOSE THINGS AND SOM MUCH MORE IF IT WAS ME, I'D TALK TO GOD AND KICK DOWN EVERY DOOR I REALLY WANNA SAVE THE PLANET, END ALL WARS AND DESTRUCTIVE HABITS, I WANNA RAISE HELL WITH THE C.D.C, SEE IF ALL IS BEING DONE ABOUT THAT FUCKIN DISEASE, I WANNA BE LIKE RANDY JOHNSON, PLAY GUITAR LIKE MICK RONSON, WANNA SET MY SIGHTS ON ART COLLECTIONS, GIVE HOMELESS PEOPLE A NEW DIRECTION BUT I'M ME, AND THAT'S ALL I'LL EVER BE AND I SEE, THERE'S SOME THINGS I DON'T NEED. (CHORUS) SOLO IF IT WAS UP TO ME I'D BREAK DOWN EVERY WALL LET THE POOR HAVE IT ALL BAN ALL WAR, IF YOU PLEASE AND END DISEASE (CHORUS) Top Of Page
Raw Power (Iggy Pop / James Williamson) Dance to the beat of the living dead You'll see baby, stay away from there Raw power is sure come a runnin' to you If you're alone and you got the feel So am I baby let's roll on out ta' here Raw power is sure to come a runnin' to you Raw power's got a magic touch Raw power is much too much Happiness is a guarantee It was made for you and me Raw power, honey, just won't quit Raw power, I can feel it Raw power, hear it, can't be spared Popin' eyes and a fashion feed Don't you try, don't you try to tell me what to do I was tryin', I was tryin' a tell ya what to do And you know that ain't right I look in the eyes of the southern girl Fall deep in love in the underworld Raw power is sure to come a runnin' to you If you're alone and you got the shakes So am I baby and I got what it takes Raw power is sure to come a runnin' to you Raw power's got a healing hand Raw power can destroy a man Raw power is so more than soul Got a son called rock and roll Raw power, honey, just won't quit Raw power, I can feel it Raw power honey, give me a spin Get up baby and kiss my feet Everybody always tryin' a tell me what to do Don't you try, don't you try to tell me what to do Everybody always tryin' a tell me what to do Don't you try, don't you try to tell me what to do Raw power it's got no place to go Raw power honey, you don't wanna know Raw power is a guaranteed. O.D. Raw power is a laughin' at you and me I wanna know Can you feel it? Can you feel it? Can you feel it? Can you feel it? Raw power, raw power Can you feel it? Can you feel it? Top Of Page