Chapter 7
Buck was heading toward Sweetwater. His trip to Seneca was in
vain. Nobody knew anything about an Express rider. He even tried asking about a young girl
named Louise, but no one, except for the man who sold tickets for the stage, knew anything
about her, and he only said that she indeed bought a ticket. He tried to look for the
doctor, but he was out of town on some kind of a convention. The hotel clerk was so young
and confused that he wasnt much help either.
He was just a couple of hours ride from the station. He
hoped things had changed, that at least Rachel found out what was wrong with Lou and that
theyd sorted everything out. Jimmy would probably blame him for not finding anything
and for not caring enough. What would Kid say? he thought. Jimmy was much closer to
Lou nowadays than the Kid. He was very protective of her since she and the Kid broke up.
It was very clear to everyone that if it wasnt for the Kid still living with them
all, and Jimmys respect for him, and maybe fear from his reaction, that Jimmy
wouldve made a move for her himself. They all loved her, but there was something
else in Jimmys feelings. They were more like the Kids.
Buck sighed. It probably was hell at the station these last
few days, he thought. I wouldnt want to be in Lous place when the two
of them start blaming one another for her behavior. If anything ever split the two best
friends, it would be Lou.

Lou harnessed Lightning to the backboard. She had to get out of
the station. The Kid and Jimmy just proved her that she can not stay. They will just keep
blaming each other for her bad mood and everything in the world. She didnt want to
be the reason for their fight once again. They were best friends yet they practically
looked for any excuse to be at each others throat. She knew shes not staying
but she still had to wait for a response from Emma. She hoped she would hear from her
soon. In the meantime, she thought, the best thing for me to do is keep as far
away from the station for as long as I can. She decided to go over to the pond. It was
always her favorite place to think at. She even shared it with the Kid when they
were
Oh, no, she thought, Im not gonna think of him again. I
cant. It will only bring me pain. She spurred Lightning out of the
stations yard and toward the pond.

Rachel was tending to the Kids scratches from his fight
with Jimmy. The latter was nowhere to be seen.
"Aw." The Kid cried as Rachel put a cloth soaked with
alcohol on a scratch near his lower lip.
"You know, Kid, for a grownup man, youre quite a
baby." Rachel tried to joke.
He stooped her hand and looked her in the eyes. Through his
tears she could see all the pain and hurt that was stored in his heart.
"What is it, Kid?" She asked.
"Is she dying, Rachel?" He asked, his voice full of
dread.
"What?" Rachel gave a nervous laugh. "Where did
you come up with this?"
"I dont know, Rachel, but something very weird is
going on here and I cant stop thinking that
"
Rachel stopped him, putting a reassuring hand on his shoulder.
"Shes not dying, Kid."
"So what is it then?" He worked hard to disguise his
breaking voice. "Ive heard her say shes leaving."
"Oh, Kid." Rachel sighed. What am I going to tell
him? She thought. "Shes just going for a couple of weeks," she lied.
"Thats all."
"So why did Jimmy ask her to marry him?" He almost
choked on these words.
"He did what?" Rachel almost shouted.
"You didnt know?" He was sure Rachel was in on
it.
She shook her head. "I wonder what went through his stupid
brain to make him do such a thing
"
After a couple of seconds the Kid started again. "I
thought you would approve it." He said in a whisper.
"What? Jimmy and Lou? Kid, its you she loves and
youre the right man for her. I love Jimmy just as much as I love you, but it was
wrong for him to do that."
A few seconds passed silently before Rachel restarted cleaning
his wounds. "What did she say?" She asked in almost a whisper.
"She said no, but she said no to me too, Rachel. She
doesnt want to get back with me."
"Give her time, Kid." Rachel advised.
"What time, Rachel?" He asked. "Shes
leaving." Before she could interrupt him he continued. "And I know its not
for just a couple of weeks. Its for good."
He looked up at her; the tears in her eyes confirmed his
suspicions. He walked out of her house.

Lou reached the pond and got off of the buckboard. She freed
Lightning from the buckboard. Maybe I should just set you free, she thought, but
dismissed it almost immediately. You wouldnt be happy like that, would you? She
patted him and headed toward the water. She took off her shoes and lay on the grass, her
legs in the water up to her knees. She closed her eyes from the sun and almost immediately
fell asleep.

Buck was only a couple of hours ride from the station and
he fastened his horses pace. Might as well finish with this as soon as possible,
he thought.

"Jimmy!" Rachel called to the young man that came
into her view.
He rolled his eyes and approached her reluctantly.
"Where were you?" she asked him rather harshly.
"Hanging around."
"What about your chores?"
"Is that what this is all about? My chores?" He asked
sarcastically.
"Dont be sassy, young man. I want to know exactly
what was it that you thought about when you asked Louise to marry you. Hasnt this
poor girl been confused enough?"
Jimmy had the sense to look shameful. "I dont want
her to leave, Rachel." He said earnestly.
"And you marring her would make everything swell for her
again?"
"Well, at least people wont disregard her for
her" he looked to see that no one was listening, "her fatherless baby."
Rachel gave him a hard glare. "This baby has a father,
Jimmy. Have you even tried to talk her into telling him?"
"Sure I did, Rachel. What are you taking me for?
Kids my best friend."
"Jimmy, this is not a way to treat your best friend, even
if you are indeed in love with his girlfriend."
"Ex-girlfriend." Jimmy reminded her.
"No to him, Jimmy, and I dont think it is to her
either. What do you think?"
Jimmy shook his head. When he looked at Rachel again he had
tears in his eyes. "Kid must be hating me now. And Lou too."
Rachel shrugged. "What ever, Jimmy, you cant make
peace with him now, without you having to tell him what made you ask her."
"So what can I do? I dont want him to hate me."
"Stay away from Louise, Jimmy. Shes leaving in a few
days. You cant stop her leaving, but you might be able to save your friendships with
her and with the Kid." She saw the uncertainty in his eyes. "I know how you
feel, Jimmy. Id hate to see her leave to, but thats her choice and I respect
her for it, even though I dont agree. All you can do is be there for her if she
decides she does need your help."
Jimmy nodded. "Thanks, Rachel." He started to walk
toward the corral.
"And, Jimmy." She started and he turned back to her.
"Keep your distance from the Kid too, and dont give him a hard time. Its
hard for him too. He knows shes leaving." To his questioning look she added.
"All he knows is that shes leaving but he doesnt know why."
Jimmy nodded again and walked away.
Rachel sighed as she watched him going. Oh, boy. She
thought. I hope they wont kill each other when shell leave.

Lou woke up to the sound of someone approaching. She opened her
eyes just to find herself staring into a guns barrel.
"Get up!" A gruff voice told her.
She tried to reach her gun but the man stepped on her hand. She
heard bones cracking and cried in pain.
"Dont try anything funny." Another man told
her.
She got to a sitting position, holding her right hand in her
left, and looked around. Five men were standing above her, all holding guns at her.
"What do you want?" she asked.
"Shut up!" the first man, obviously the leader, told
her and kicked her in the stomach. His leg however missed a bit and hit her rib cage.
"Youre in no position to ask any question. Is that clear?"
Tears were starting in her eyes, but she forced them in. Oh,
my God, she thought. What are they going to do to me? "Please, let me
go
Im pregnant."
Now the leader looked more closely at her. "My, my, boys,
this little boy here is actually a girl." He laughed. "A pregnant girl."
All the men joined his laugh. "Thats even better,
Missy, you see, we need ourselves a hostage, and a pregnant one would do the job even
better." He shoved the barrel into her shoulder. "And you might be able to serve
us in more ways than one
" he said dangerously, his eyes searching her entire
body.
"Dont get your hopes high." Lou spat at him and
received a slap on her face.
"Tie her up." The leader said.
Two men tied her hands behind her back, ignoring her cries of
pain when they touched her injured hand. She tried to struggle against them but she was no
match for their strength. There was no point in screaming either, for they were too far
from the main road or any civilization.
The first man led her toward Lightning. "Get up!" He
said.
"I cant."
"Oh, really, and why is that?"
"I cant ride in my situation."
"What situation? There will be no situation for you ever
again if you wont get on that damn horse right now." He aimed his gun right
between her eyes. "Now get up!"
"Boss," one of the men called and the man who
threatened her turned to the speaker. "Maybe we can take the buckboard for her."
Lou felt the first glimpse of hope but that was too soon.
Before she even knew what had happened, the man was lying on his back, a hole in his head.
"Now," the leader bellowed. "Does any of you has
any more dumb ideas?" he looked at his remaining three men. "Taking the wagon
will slow us down." He said as he turned to face the terrified Lou.
"Now get up!"
"I cant mount with my hands tied behind my
back." She said
"Henry," the leader called one of the two that tied
her. "Help her up."
Henry practically shoved her into the saddle.
"And dont try to escape. Danny here is a very
efficient gunman." He said as he pointed toward another man. "So dont try
anything foolish."
"You wont get away with this." She said with
certainty she did not feel.
"And hows that? Youre lawful wedded husband
will came and rescue you?"
"I have friends who will hunt you down. One of them is a
marshal."
"Is that so?" he said with a mock impression.
"So you better hope for their sake, as well as your own, that they wont find
you. Ever." He burst out laughing and the rest of them joined him again.
Oh, Kid. Please dont let me down now, she thought.

The Kid was sitting on the corrals fence. Jimmy stood a
few feet behind him. After a few minutes he came closer.
As he sat himself on the fence the Kid gave him a look full of
hate.
"Im sorry." Jimmy said.
The Kid didnt give him any hint that hed actually
heard.
"Kid?"
"Youre not sorry, Jimmy. All youre sorry for
is me hearing you. I was such a fool to think of you as my friend." He jumped of the
fence and headed back to the bunkhouse.
Jimmy sat there, tears rolling down his cheeks. I really
messed things up, he thought. He wondered if the two of them would ever forgive him.
He wondered if he would ever forgive himself.

Lou was mounted on Lightning, watching Henry and Danny ditching
the dead man in the bushes. She fought the tears that threatened to escape her eyes. She
couldnt let them see her weakness. She feared the thought of what might happen to
her and what might happen to the child she was carrying. Please, God. Please dont
let them hurt us. The both of us, she thought.
The men mounted their horses. "Lets get going."
The leader of the group said. He took Lightnings reins and dragged her after him.
The others followed them.

Buck was riding hard toward the station. He was tired and
hungry and thirsty. He thought of his bunk, of Rachels food. He was so lost in
thoughts that he never saw the low branch before it hit him and he fell of his horse. The
horse neighed at him.
"Yeah. Ha ha ha. Very funny." Buck collected himself
from the ground. He touched his head and felt something sticky. Blood. "Oh,
great." He said to his horse. Since he didnt have any water left, he headed
toward the pond to wash his head from the dirt and blood. Rachel would freak out if she
saw it, he thought.

Lunch at the bunkhouse was quieter than normal. Everyone except
Buck and Lou was there.
Rachel looked at Lous empty place. "Where is
Louise?" she asked no one in particular, but her gaze rested accusingly on Jimmy.
"She said she was going to the pond for a while."
Noah answered. "Thought shed be back for lunch, though."
"So where is she then?" Rachel asked a bit concerned.
Had Lou decided to leave earlier, without a word from Emma? She thought.
Noah shrugged. "She probably decided to stay there a while
longer. Quieter there." Cody said through his full mouth.
"I guess." Rachel said.
Ten minutes later they heard a horse approaching.
"You see?" Cody asked. "Here she is. You had
nothing to worry about."
"She took the buckboard, Cody." Rachel answered him
as she headed for the door to welcome the newcomer.
"Its Buck." The Kid said disappointed.
Buck dismounted near the bunkhouse. "Hey. All this for
me?" he joked.
"For Lou." Cody informed him. "We thought you
were her."
"Why? Where is she?"
"She went away for awhile."
"Not the pond, I hope
" Buck knew it was one of
her favorite places. Rachel gave him a confused look so he explained. "I passed by it
on my way here, saw a buckboard. I thought it looked likes yours, Rachel, but there was no
one there."
Kid was on his way to the stables. "Where are you going,
Kid?" Teaspoon asked him, but got no answer. He didnt need one either. It was
clear to him as it was to everyone else. He was going to the pond. Teaspoon, Noah, Ike,
Cody and buck followed him. Jimmy stayed beside Rachel.
"Arent you going with them?" She asked.
"I dont know if this is such a good idea." He
said.
"Go." She told him.
He hesitated for another second but then run toward the stable
to saddle his horse.
Kid didnt wait for the others. He didnt really
cared what they might think of his impatience. Lou was behaving weird for the last couple
of weeks and he had a bad feeling it all connected in a way.

They arrived at the pond only a few minutes after the kid. They
found him searching the ground. Buck knelt beside him, examining the tracks.
"Lightnings gone." The Kid told them.
"Maybe she decided to go for a ride."
"She didnt." Jimmy said eminently.
Kid looked up at him.
"How do you know?" Noah asked.
"I just know."
"How?" The Kid demanded, getting up and coming closer
toward him.
Jimmy backed off a bit. "Kid, I just know that she
didnt just go to ride Lightning."
"Well someone did." Buck said.
All eyes turned toward Buck.
"What?" Jimmy asked, unbelievingly.
"See the tracks here?" Buck asked, pointing toward
some hoof marks on the dry dirt. "Theyre Lightnings. And someone was
riding him. Someone light."
"It cant be her." Jimmy insisted.
"Jimmy, who else can it be?" Buck asked.
"I dont know. But it cant be her."
"Then who?" The Kid was getting even angrier with
every word he said.
"She cant ride."
"What do you mean?" The Kid threatened.
"Hey, guys," Cody interrupted them. "Kid, is
that
?"
"Lous." The Kid said grabbing the boots from
Codys hand.
"Now youre saying she rode without her boots
on?" Jimmy demanded of Buck.
"Look, Jimmy," Buck said defensively. "There are
more tracks here from the same time. Maybe she rode with someone."
"She didnt ride."
"Damn it, Jimmy. You better start explaining." The
Kid barked at him. "Whats going on?"
Teaspoon, who stood aside from the young men, watching them,
came closer and put a reassuring hand on the Kids shoulders. He understood Lou must
have told Jimmy about the pregnancy. "Son, Im sure there is a perfect good
explanation for this."
Kid shrugged his hand. He went toward Katy.
"Where are you going?" Teaspoon asked him.
"To track her."
Jimmy just nodded. The other also went for their horses.
"Now hold on, boys. You cant all go. Theres
still mail to carry."
"But Teaspoon," Cody started to object. "If
anything happens to her
"
Teaspoon stopped him. "Now hold your horses, son. You
dont know that anything happened to her."
"Something must have happen, Teaspoon." Jimmy rushed
into Teaspoons talking. "She wouldnt have gone on a ride. She knows she
cant because of the baby." He talked so fast that the words were out there
before he could understand what he was going to say.