The Process

"Death"

holding his hands dream the whole week
radiance hissing rodent speak elective evil
once started shot struck home so it goes
inches towards flattened back
on all fours drawn and racked
doesn't mean a thing

nature perverts itself so it goes so what the hell
let it grow regret so full of haste coming clear
pissing blood no one should ever have to
cut assemble resembled played out wording disturbing
quiet saying relaying a message raising cain's revenge
got a few no fucking whacked house of cards dealing smack
crimson scolding driving told I'm never holding one thing back
credit full of nothing slither here one thing back
licking dogs no hook no song feeling high fantasize wonder why
suck them dry choppy waves take a dive

crash enable disabled effect not carried no power in
quiet playing resaying never more never again

distort the monomaniac delivering the blow core rotten bone
distort the monomaniac black mass held upon the radio doesn't mean a thing

be it what or ever could doesn't mean a thing
sinister creation doesn't mean a thing
evocation of the dead moses forbidding it doesn't mean a thing
worm like ticking art worth shit
we play upon the things we fear
the smell is foul where does it fit
screw yourself go screw yourself no one should ever have to

how do you sleep when its still alive
never to deep take a look inside

"Candle"

here falls now undone looks beyond the credits sum livid fractures less of fate the whisper winds blow the seed of hate disturbed society dogs my turn with no values intend to raise ability tried and tested pointless view gods got security hands like snakes sow the seeds raise all negative force-fed traces poisons all impure profane the haunted heaven jeering leapt into the pit of calamity a mean condition no wealth dents provisions for a time unknown thelemic gestures all planned and hatched in seasons of dissolute pain cried afflicted and infected oblige the systems perfect dream distorted my words assume all that is programmed before and somewhat left unsaid behind shutters dirt before desire dusted crap ingested comes stealing life that you are not visited warped torpedo night crawls through the distant and irrelevant a good life's experiment fused i'm laying violent hands upon a dead card calling cattle the playthings are so abused the derelict dial phone clock pusher delved in reliving the future too i'm sticking pins and needles in this stinging rotten fleshlike substitute pieces of half cooked meat that are walking on this earth abort desire irrelevance ticks in front in view a candle rhyme to realign burnt out candles on the wall seize the moment... reach

"Hardset Head"

event width two path given pure force downs turns the screw crawl in back
in term space a time to intrude in term peace assuring a future
silence noise forming sound like silent noise silent voice screaming hints retaliation
heinous plans in sides remain taking downs taking aim filling curses two conditions back upon itself
pass it off as good intentions leaving marks hard to heal reassisted retrogression leaving tracks
path reveals sample act reflected clears noticed thought while leaving hears nuisance labels paranoia
so stupid how perceived that way
silent claws shredding flaws hungers knawing silent flaws forever laughter silence knows
shaman stands retreating all is over evermore smoke the curse your creation back upon yourself
pushes distress closer to the edge one time cracks lights the walls worry wasted hearing clouds up
above the chatter digging deep insider storms to find the inner patience erasing shadowed gifted ruin
haste retracing promised news leaving statement meant as nothing starving your words no excuses

silent truth asserts its proof like you abhor

"Cult"

a lasting moment to hold onto with regret the scent of time tried and tested i never noticed
the phantoms of her mind cresent moon im cutting through paste up warnings fill the sky smoking
embers i remember time and time again to try to live i light to sink within her i think of light
time to blame to borrow from your past elapsed collapsing
shes not insane shes gone insane
and if the root of silence pulls me off and love is lost not from my heart i sit upon this throne that throws me off
and she falls backward to the floor and forward to the back she says elapses all my truth again shes the one i live for i live alone
burns inside horilbly she lifts me to the spirit burns the darkest hours my corrupt brain is hurting
once again the door lies quiet left alone im thinking of her sitting the burning clock of time

"Process"

alternative - mass control diversification and guilt
jealousy prejudice the courage to be themselves... often hated
aims to make individual freedom spiritual bounds mental shackles to heal the wound of separation
to question the unquestioning of the mind
offers an alternative to mass control the center of the information war
progressed we have progressed
physically as far as we can go... next stage mental the process is you
justification decentralized by conditioned guilt fear responses realize for individuals who wish to acquire
sigil to the will give the mind before which is a function of the self to react
and this focusing releases a tremendous energy
as the concourse lowers positive flow of energy
so be it the process so be it
body like mindedness ageless souls striving for individual matters toward collective goals
a guiltless state of self awareness the process is you the process is yours

"Curcible"

good and evil does not exist (?CHRIST?) fix the outcome overall playing into follow along face the weak
bland righteousness deliver them or kill them dead shorter now god
and the demise patience cries the burning cross
confessions alter bugger faith moisten gland insert and taste
shorter nw a god lies rich forced upon a sinners itch kept a box locked in tight slaves
reward reserved in spite drive across and burn incense

this is the god to save your soul water burns holy kill the faith inside of you watch the killing starts
after you accept the part to redirect your mind whisper the name all is not so black and white

"Blue Serge"

worn out gone ocean calmly lowers bodies offering whims condition as night falls
spills disease mental sores mine exploding you fucking liar
lines form short mans views
cassandra's curse prophets eyes sees the truth they perceive as lies
this controls my mind after supper o much fatter how to reconcile this matter
lies disfigured one on top no distinction soaking sing a screaming phrased in ill
contempt not worth it this controls my mind

so whose resolve cant stop them now raving mad so very small kisses
dust storm wave good-bye have no need to scrape so high

"Morter"

killer in the morning scent of rain come on fills the part put on me
stranger ive been shown less we love and know how were just morter filling holes
the glass eyed creature creaks the broken floors
teller lazy sky tales find your rate and pace reinvent uniqueness adjust the outer face
planning pits diversions pusher rap downfall take the crap sold as fact hallelujah clueless
the ship shine cellar albatross burned down find a way across strangle hold albatross around my neck is sinking

psycho hymns too high the fee one step back to sanity
were all addicted anyway

"Amnesia"

for reasons untold born a body mass no excuse for intolerable
kick set in glass grasp a moment shattered
a lock on the door scraping demon trapped resides
starving for freedom all my strength to keep inside

tear it down

if i could move heaven or hell i would
to summon heads rush all perception void and meaningless anti fathoms
life in spite of it negate all feeling fractured mocked deplore
naming reverse remote viewing empathic lesion surrounding the guilt
cannot deny

tear it down a process to describe whatever truth means nothing

when adding no results times a shallow digging through the mud thrown out
so expectable intentions not up front and the shit that never faced reflects the sliver on God's face
looped a flaw rotates forever unresolved

tear it down

Rabies

RODENT

level edge backs against the ledge no knives the stone hard eyes without the longing or fear that it would disappear they cling on nuturing never ending obsessions on the table lines needed walls cover tips the balance don't touch me wiped out cornering mouthed the word money head shake handshake out to get a long way from corrosion pushes closer to the edge wired not connected peeling back plastic wrap tinted green and all illusion existing caught up crossfire trading tall tales where are you going where do you fail whats that mean back and forth side by side loose knot weave keep it up altogether or whatever that means passing underneath the trespass dont get to close mouth the word your money if I fade I may and I want to fade away all that I do is pray that you will be there too if this were trying to deceive some minds what the hell do you got to say? altogether

HEXONXONX

miles cable claws driller killer ripping holes tattered cloth stained regaining the weather acid rains so sweet sweat streaks downpour on humidity colder time talking hints watching tests the heat mangled meat retaliate no blaming in future dreams could you have stopped it from happening best left spectator spectacle time spaced fast paced farther down all that trigger guaging cause kills at will melted prophets book burning how undone written slurs the meaning the past they will repeat hard to hit so unbeat melting prophets the past melting undone misted fable role altogether mutating chains rattle happy to perform either war or famine no where arid food growing warming trends a place passive cows to feed the weak product waste give back nothing orders come in make a million living things suffer hidden glad garbage body bag what of that change that could save everything that paper shredder patent tender puts us back in time again budgets that burst with oil crude gas in purse no compassion common criminals seek asylum concrete pillow exxon dreams hidden hiarchy no one in power taking blame

WORLOCK

binge cringe on the fringe sloppy mincing eyedropping biopsy cyclops overlooks optic options rotton showstopper skinpopper babbler dabbler self confessed criminal tore pen in vain instant still spellbound game stock talk back rock reencounter incident subsistance inexistant non committed unwitted oblivious habitual resistor buff the stuff roughed up edge fluent nudge pre-collect ignition motivation inexistant wasted views thats all they see blue hot blood guild optic nerve with the right attitude you will succed blue self abusive recluse too late for me make shifting peace settling crazy things keep your eyes open soft spoken changes nothing a view so cruel dogs body comatose torchlight roast disinterest disinfect retold impressed by possession insiders know refresh detained contest off and pure sure tonight it feeds itself freeze in time or shadows climb distracting override instincts evolve and try over and over wasted truth why call at all blue hot lines eventual decline with the right attitude you will succed blue resent that discontent sidestep define the state of things so far crazy things a view so cruel

RAIN

these barriers disintegrating put forth fall bait the hook blind envy makes me crawl all these familiar faces crack corner smile memories build around me smash down by denial

TIN OMEN

every truncheon hit misguided the peoples army divided united stance amped out war dance what a ride inner thought of non violent rebellion outside dare to die stand and fight show faith return all the weapons government says use them right fixed action set in motion doubting amnesia potion what to hide red carpet ride guessing right the jokes on dark corner the square you bath once a week distorted the viewpoint seldom seen wayback in 68 ohio kent state was nothing so great have of have not forcing the point shot in the back take it back down trod soldier away flower power within kill me kill this way of life and be known one by one they'll be coming down altogether sister machine gun automatic high what a ride what a trip tripped over the candlestick tanks arrive fire wall got to keep the camera alive tell the world whats going on here warning shots are fired at the stomach chest wound coed falls amped out amped out changing guns for brooms the guards change to clean up crews way back in 68 every thing was so great no way wrong date keep up the trade balanced charade close circuit truth used to remove keep the camera alive

Cleanse Fold And Manipulate

FIRST AID

those fortunate risk fate to alleviate a fear from within clawing to trust someone monogamy sits uneasily ice that don't heat freeze howl hollow howl in vast space all light displaced we can kill desire albatross worn subvert to twist and old poem tick tick tick tick tick altruistically we've come a long way man and woman raping from the earth worming what it's worth right wing ricochet displays the evolution of decay just go away infant hospital winged protection infected the new born dreams a life that cannot be intuitive grease paint drooling to relate all of lifes mistakes hitting in the face orchard putrid smile head of state state headless states of being as right up against what's wrong the disease believes to push away normality alone with virtue what's there left to do a virus threads poetry written time dogmatically lifes plague the first aid acquired deficiency spreading it aimlessly have heart crash course caustic dripping gins the reaper body count intensify getting weaker moisten the soul away clouded and vague throw free love to history masters of nothing living's now a precious aim

ADDICTION

desperate deranged talking in my sleep again eyes twitch retain a sentimental something looked lorn and we burned and burned I was a cinder body soul in my dreams breakdown amidst the mixtures avoid addictive plea responding disillusion encrusted cruelty decribe why nails enclose me eating so evenly there exists a lot of reasons to support fatality abstience possessed hardly what you think it is hearts beat positive provided there's progress ignorance does insist of the right coffin took some food offered me can't see myself drank the wine wished the feverish burst of terror breakdown amidst the mixtures avoid addictive plea insist that nothing happened chilled bloodless fatigue recharge with bitterness fanatics beckoning mistook a look impassioned absorbed with clarity consciousness drifts away discarded memory packaged shelf life bad display breakdown amidst the mixtures avoid addictive plea excessive near romances comfort is treachery so pound the nails in tight eyes screaming out of sight against a grain like curtain unbearably alive

SHADOW CAST

magnified fear stares back the mirror reflect depravity the shadow cast a feeling of ill harmony so crisp the famines itch a withering shoreline tears of grey interspersed with withered fruit her gloomy banquet of cheer heaven

what a sweet pain douse the ecstasy the imagination drained away perpetual reverie abruptly fade heavens soothing some say tremulous hand jabs from behind sticks in the back for all to see organs spilled leak of will void of secrecy genuine tears delights the taste pain salts the bitter brew rich in guilt to absorb the filth she worships a point of view scarce the thousand remnants black charred flesh a victim screaming through heaven or hell what's the difference one to believe in one to live in careful balancing what's hell to heavens only flame

DRAINING FACES

cut tear taking life too serious recreates a void not unlike walking infinitely blind through rooms strewn with razor blades I see what you mean what you say duck the issue and treat as humor gorging forcing pointless impediments strangling deform more than known know to never be ciao

THE MOURN

along the cracked in floors dripping on the floor hter sits a doctor murder samurai hit numbers calling gave up all old eye shy nose on the wall a cracking membrane turn the message those eyes warn and pull out the young eye why arms creak wishing higher caught the point whore introvert maybe she'll have a chance one day but the world watches with heart rid her arms out rip her arms out rip out

SECOND TOOTH

(not much need) distraught wake up in sweat something is very different no water hot or cold walk out in the street greet the morning gun battles needless no need to understand in a foreign land with gun in hand killing is respected a way of showing faith in a country's need to exercise death penalities where were you now in the chair to burn twenty years ago killing red in nam who is worse when war is far away not much for sympathy a number count of casualties return so burned with nothing left to learn murder now invigorates the unwashed bloody hands kill again let the family burn do little to comfort anguishing no decision could ever warrant this war is just a childrens game no pretending dead why? dear god whom we project its useless killing children to satisfy the arms budgets who walks right or left a child won't give a damn nations arise to reason the conceptions threatened for economic steps is it time to shut down and lay to rest the bomb that servant suicide object worshipped like a god be there now blown clear the human race what use is there of figures the wrote wordless statistic names and numbers now seem out of place a paper representating life blowing down the street kill again

TEAR OR BEAT

live within four walls scrape insect infested dreams cancer cornered worn accepting misery as a way of dealing within this complex fantasy which way or how to say is this ordinary? terror force the rain boiling over lifeless flame fear pays a healthy wage leaves its trail in well planned pain crave whisper fall ride corrodes neglected dream scalding of organs slowly rotting in the time to understand a body degeneration reluctant soul search within a dying civilation fill cracks with plaster hides all unbalanced things a shade to pale of late features sunken in if all were to dissolve not to interpret literally a mindless mat that minds itself void of expressing anything that need be in order to believe then to substantiate by falling ungraciously at the brother's feet used solely to defeat back around it gleams time again terror nerves on edge no where safe to populate whose side to liberate genocide applied with subtlety terror shadowed dream no chance ending callous reign fear not rise up to stay the beast no moving frozen are the meek

deep down TRAUMA HOUNDS

injured plea crushed destiny deep down trauma hounds run to corrode integrity whatever matters and it would they fail to see they make believe reality helpless deaths ignored to be judged as juvenile head caves in growing pains no time remains for fantasy tyrrany exists shrink beneath the ingrown thorns forced to accept pledge allegiance to a flag tested to forget you must resist they want you dead feels emptyness eternity keeps swallowing digested benefactors whose silence deafens anything all of whom decease and miss to pierce a point objects and lessons to realize it's not the way what's the point of giving up leaving won't change anything political resentment to push away all growth withing puzzles me offers soul to nothing the message screams it's purity that those with no rights display the right to have no life do have respect they must accept a world commiting suicide

ANGER

anger thought so no thought touched inside crazy (disembodied gutteral noise need not make sense)

VivisectVI

DOGSHIT

(a dream) rest low tar spell fatigue vermin crawling in livid gnaws fasting on tic and a flea in vain again agro flight not taking fasting on deception in the making turns two against three penny save a penny worth crystal marble powder shot glass overflow dreams amaze me time escapes me mirror shades what should be flight not taking rest a bodies burning compose ears of rock guilty grey formaldehyde cripples hound a wheelchair guilty grey a wheelchair hounds you asshole dead palsey blue stupid thaw cuts the jaw hell piss fuck head rest pure acid hell filthy word mutation laughing hound hereafter stupid clown you asshole

VX GAS ATTACK

at ground zero pro independence heavier than air fumes city of chemical alleged cyanide gas on to karbala what is the difference between israel's plight a belief in outside influence like scalding water a side effect of their faces and lungs burn a sudden harsh smell 2 weeks after still coughing and choking livid skin blisters burn often posters leaflets nightly radio and television programs dead instructions in the use of such basic devices as a damp tovel lined with charcoal to be applied to the face and mouth when the beep beep beep gas attack warning signal sounds the dead were among porcelain face of cloud of frozen gas poison jagged fragment jew iranian iraqi bombs sun the first cyanide gas warning vx nerve gas

HARSH STONE WHITE

harsh stone white eyes behold bruise baths soak crying bones every days appeal to stop spirit calm on valium hate permeates and fills the air icy clouds the atmosphere illusions pull hair no reaction how was this done it exists by extraction of reason drooling drips the bile of sanity through the thought lines vomiting were even the clock wailed and sped past two tic tic toc in time in the real understanding myself thinking stand back unafraid and unaffected stand back non molested were even down down down again down here in the cracks face hidden cracks harsh stone white even were even

HUMAN DISEASE (S.K.U.M.M.)

whatever painted part taught deeply enclosed in mother earth life born addict breathe angel whatever paint it up so closer to farther apart meat seeking missiles consuming rain forest infested veins the river flow urban needle inject carcinogen chemicals relieve the stress slows consumer rotting sight no taste odorless clear seeping water poisoning all producing nothing intelligent to cause disease human breed in self perpetuating whatever close at hand finger cramp virtuoso closet problem epileptic machines shudder shock who is over who is on top malformed earth born shake all is a disease biped walk so straight earth can be so giving as it can be irrate what if to burn up and out with illing over doubt sight no taste odorless fda recommends to take daily allowance of them 26 unknown carcinogens 26 unknown cancer causing supplements infested chemicals fda virtuoso closet problem whatever to plot or build to self destruct the so called lesser beast exhibits harmony walk straight biped relate walking disease green is the grass of survival feeding the cows that they dine on all is a disease human disease survival

WHO'S LAUGHING NOW?

broken alice holy pat on the back and back and back force open wide no way back she whispered lizard kiss rhtetoric bitch pass on answering psycho babble with no security power escapes to the toilet room in the lew of its own reflection she really knocks me out she sits she pukes her point whoever will listen paranoid doubts shes really rocked out she moves her mouth fault pat on the back and back and pat on the back and force it she sits she listens she moves her mouth she sits she pukes its her fault whatever intelligence fault push down with the purest crystal around push it in whisper name feel it a double weighed out games invoke she mixes knowing that all wont upset herself lizard kiss strung out break mutilate all they see on the neck in and over top of what appears to be real chill and tempt eye no time to see reality broken alice

TESTURE

in nervous convulsion crouches infant ape trembling in mothers shit cage eyes tear less filled with contempt clinic mask experiment with life and death smell lingering noxious mixed scent anxiety omnipotent doctor grinds the cage door revealing loves primal instinct taken away the tiny face terrified rant and rave smash your head against the cage vacuum clicks on high conscious of the pain pass off as humane white coat seems so clean most dirt bleached out of greed force the point of habit eyes burn in a rabbit push the pain test button spines cut trip mucous inflection more die. pills each day what goes around comes back stronger tap into the brain break the skull again smash price research rat lab rent pain in flesh more ill drug store sales sharpen the knife emphasis on money new disease everyday end is seen and coming reseach turns it's back to gain crush the spine genocide kitten drags its dead limb continuing all suffering it will come back and win shock paralyse turn trauma burns out the will to live the lying message 5 year genocide 1945 suicide vivisect vi

STATE AID

guilty red spot skin cervix holds your fate condom brother rubber she touch wolf gave suck ears drink muck who has aide? look at watch video sex don't like look touch video sex video sex life cia experiment earn thank you fuck you

HOSPITAL WASTE

blast and raw eye blood shot lid color concealed crimson trap thin lit mess code of darkness stop the ocean counting blood coughing blood and needle syringe in the islang thirst of drought raise through the real end ozone layer ultraviolet embalms sunless fire mistrust abandoning day long sinking monotones out to please to pattern the grey rain falls it drizzle colors negate so wild let it slide down time colors look crimson trains inside lost my footing ooze bite ant landslide no finding what through a lost door somewhere out there in open space where is there space to get off and go on there on tv the polluted lies the polluted noise mistrust no longer they don't give advice mono matters all to pleasing nobody the grey rain drizzles down my face negate mistrust dementia

Too Dark Park

CONVULSION

heavens thrash fixation turning mass direction having a relationship without guilt mass direction off and away hazy circles round the eyes so long how long hate disease heavens thrash its a vacant scathing vapor ancient role play downward shores of pluto heavens thrash dusty crircles flys the by ways of the mind mass direction flower cauldren answer brew to mystify hate disease downward shores of pluto sure all right

TORMENTOR

walls trapped within yellow eyes the cutters drooling face rips apart cuts to the heart disease shown let it out movement crosses crimson light washes darkened corners gently forces open wide and lingering awhile pouring thoughts electric fingers blinding pressure sockets stream matter grey the nerve free fall safely buried out behind a face let it out be carefull watching living mask misshapen tumors ride the pressing tinted nightmare breeze mental shock disturbed thoughts rotting long lasting reaction make it stop stir up the pot taking away means nothing distorted moodswing smile altered music shadow covers melted honey bitter pie she utters tasting quite lovely motion on towards a truthful state mincing with words align order form to multiply mental shock relentless and leaning compiling the list alone at the top before before it was not this way i thought...it did

SPASMOLYTIC

making time in a low rent highrise no place to go downtown crushing crucifixion particles aching harmful descent take a shot and hide subway slam dance stale mattress slow throb bloating freshly open grave barefoot beggar knotted finger turning pages in a book descending no noise the great trees fall calmly through the window see backward elevation faded spirit of the gold toothed whore moon dances wondering how could this ever be kicking the habit possesion in the flesh loves made up melancholy kicking the habit trip back and unleash all anger emerging from the waterfall brakh? fork horse rear snorted downward a vulgar desire playing cards conjured on fly blown dimly lit round a room of shadows claw the side phantom pinches waking from a dream half eaten candy from some disordered heaven swirling tastes phornicate rotted meat a nested virus feels eating dish aging she sits alone in the worry shes created more time holy hatred kicking the habit

RASH REFLECTION

notice that phrase thorough vileness of his delivery ninty seven cars and free love kiss the masters feet poor soul searching all this seen deeper stillness tranquility eat the food drug passive response spoiled putty in the masters hand all this seen is obscure enough kiss the masters feet sure that vision is a vagrant holiday redlective silence chooses one stance hidden behimd throne of freedom in the field of the black sheep all this seen is obscure enough confess all the truth seekers see for the first time cult grows from a rolls royce dream preach from the back of a limosine feel the rash burn notice that phrase through the vileness how sweet feel the rash start to burn

NATURES REVENGE

weather turning towards a storm broken down road continue on coexistance imitating paradise unlike any seen moist has been dancing crazy overcast ash grey wording constantly pushing pulling pushes away drew back a rusty knife guilt ladle pour it understand i burn inside how to get out of here how do you get out of this natures revenge nature cage craving wonder the worth of it scream at the top of your lungs so many times tried not to wonder

SHORE LINED POISON

trials administer tidal oil that suffocating base the fire gold pouring mercury life given river deformed in amongst patient building raise an urgent call reformation strike the picking miners claw kick my ass waste the given gift the natural cure in the age of reason gone bad morning in between the cold stone ashes fall upon the wretched chosen ones 100 megatons evaporate those chosen vaporize case in point and deserving it vaccinate all stranger than whispering crushed velvet corpse grind awaiting underneath mask unneeded decisions come from one side of the brain insolent dented fibres optic looks the world of growth fleeting image ghost destruction t.v.screen

GRAVE WISDOM

dry wind chars human storm lies barren wasted greed taints water thirst dream the asphalt burial daylight meltdown long gone death grabs at stillborn child another low test pesticide not until they are dead believe in words ataching dread no meaning color world of different levels no chance to rectify nightmare running races skyward tower boil black water tea contagious waste disposal growing blind faith a tragedy propigate safe history creatures running underground all the cages rusted displaced food bowls empty now fit for the licking faces form memory blind faith stupidity races run secretly blind faith a tragedy not until they are dead stop breathing fleas attach themselves biting bits of flesh consuming w??? once hated words are shit contract???we disease T.F.W.O treason trapping animal hide in the vision of paradise two explains your head deranged time spun web deluded of life wicked black witch lady localize intelligensia go write a book to cry in face it lost that look survivals hard enough fading fire climbing higher time to realize that im on fire patience sun the lord looks over who covers in the watchtower freeze arm scraping inches the vein blind distracted the worshipping metal point a scraping hole forever breaking in out temper test bottom so vile faded higher why you liar

MORPHEUS LAUGHING

an extreme solution no fossil fuel mimicking exhaust rattles troublesome a madmans vast direct iron grooved world primary state average distance closer to the sun draws a comet nearer to a complex distruction a spectre so violent in its views lies impervious altitude has a tendancy under pressure to reveal its identity gaping hole bright star penetration blindfold reliance wrinkles in the cloth of time unity among such a poor existance in this third world resistanceshould be used civil disobedience central pivot revolving heated combustion back to the origin of it all all of it no unwarranted fear courage shown the white line on the ball we live on deserted streets hallucinated the bursted species abnormal conditions deep sentiment for repulsive power nations knows immense populace ingenuity and progress never progressed out of the sun all experiments prove not need the established greed and pain inflicted on the animal model still nothing no cure the ravaged instinct silent waking to a chemical perversion wartime underground imperfect plotting grows the seeds of time

Last Rights

Love In Vein

Dreams, not waking, creeping down inside the quiet urns, listen
to the sound, crashing down into it, the needle is warm in the
arm, hate burns illusion, pain pain pain
WALK OUT IN THE STREET SEE THE VACANT EYES DREAMING OF THE
DREAM UNBROKEN ECONOMIC REPRESSION PLAYS A PART I WONDER WHAT
IM GOING THROUGH ....PAIN.....

WASTED AWAY ISLAND BODY ON A DARKENED SEE TO AVOID CHATTERING
TAPED TAPE TAPING HUMAN MUTTERING WARNING FLICKER LIGHTS THE
CANDLE BURNSINSIDE.....

A PAIN THAT NEVER DIES CRAWLS UP THE BACK AND WAITS FOR THE
LIES TALL CLIMB EDGES EDGES EXHAUSTS NO NIGHT CLIMBING HIGHER

......

CRAWLS WICKED WIRE CUT THROAT EXPLODES SINGING OF THE THE VEIN
NO DESIRE .........GREAT FATE......

HUMAN HEART EXPLODES ATTACKING POINTED STICKS IN SORES THE ARMS
WHERES THE WARNING WARNING SHOT THE LIGHTS OUT WHERES THE
WARNING ........

NEEDLE IS WARM IN THE ARM TRAVELS TO THE HEART HUMAN HEART
FLAGS THE BLOOD ........

A HALO OF FIRE SCARRING MADE OF FLAME THE FLOWER FLAVOR FIND
ITS WORTH CALLS THE TRIPPING STRINGS SUPPORTING THE GAME OF
LIFE ......THE PAIN...... BROKEN CHAIR THAT HORROR TRAY OF FEAR
WHERES THE WARNING WARNING KILLING ME .......ACHING HUMAN HEART
EXCEPT MY PATIENCE IS GIVING UP ON ME.......

RIVER OF TRACK MARK VOLCANO UPON THE ARM OPEN SORES ALLOWING ANTS
TO CRAWL IN AND I WONDER IF I MISSED THE WARNING MISSED
THE WARNING CASTING AWAY VARNISH CRACK ANTS SYMBOLIZE DECAY
MISSED THE WARNING MISSED THE VEIN REACHING OUT CRYING FOR
WHERE IS THE WARNING .......HEART EXPLODING HUMAN HEART ATTACK.

Killing Game

fallen angel head crashes dead out of control lost memories staircase
twists darker rooms lit with left out toys after playing men
changes toys into tools twisted playthings on the staircase fools
whose weapons represents the killing game
who taught the killing game
who taught the killing game

awakened eyes sewn wearing glasses dripping tapping at the temple door locked inside scream inner scraping tooth and nail nowhere to go
quiet retraces forcing light tears then pretend nothing blinds
minds closed in sanctuary closed in sanctuary padded walls not
quiet storms fury burned out killing time

who taught the killing game
time's taught the killing game herself
no i taught the killing game first

passing words distant pain remember trains of thought collide no one
view window pushing faces through sharp cold glass poke bloody
holes exposed

i taught the killing game first
i taught the killing game first

till at last you regret tortured animals wake up time beckons death
upon myself eyes travelled harden strange no stronger feeling
tempting motion slows to a crawl places his weaponry and it's a
trap let go the springs snap shut gazes show sharper teeth giving
in to the jaws of death

i taught the killing game
i taught the killing game first
i taught i taught i taught the game first
first
first

Knowhere?

a leech, passing unseen, kicked in mouth, (firm?) will prove sex slave,
all encomapsses high, gets you by, broken glass in a crystal blown problem room,
and one day you will have no one to run to, sell the satisfyer, runs the genitals down, no
sensation, promise your heart to the (slut who last) slept in
your bed, in you head, in your head, where it must have some
reason, all I said in you head, all I said, all I said,

[intense screaming, nothing like what's said on the bootlegs]
[also layered in the background, ogre repeats:] nowhere nowhere
nowhere to run to nowhere nowhere nowhere to run to looking

back, looking back

looking back, one of two looks back, wonder which is real, and the naked (arm that ???), you will see the truth so what, your
gift is misused your gift is misused your gift is not used, not
used at all

[no clue! I have no idea except for occasional snippets which
don't make much sense...]

when it is done you will
have no one to run to
no one to run to.

Mirrorsaw

walked within car passes terminal empty cracks started showing

through (unlisted?) mystery a windchime was thrown through a

window (whirlwinds?) opens windows (will winds or whirlwinds?)

carry promises truth will unleash us (???) (talks? dogs?)

(biting?) (rash?) biting exposing freezing the (sore? saw?)

whirlwind blowing through an asphalt wall

guilt crashes ceiling no fantasies gone ages ago messed-up

(kid?) crashes through privacy gone ages ago (mixtures?)

freezes hands lighter frozen paintings illumination gone

sides heaving (??? ???) "Ogre, I will heal you" writer hand in

smokes thieves (my treasures?) (there to know?) I write a note

tossed aside (word signs through?) a powdered baby the real you

blood shines through a powder (reads? breeds?) the real you

love shined through a powder feel the real you what shines

through a powder final curtain what's become of me and you?

Scrapyard

(one) must (believe in?) alter their image torn against ripping

poles in a tatter (you should?) cold no longer healing accosted

(raising funds?) for the son of time cast in the corner (I will

face it mind?) more take a look ......(big chunk missing

here)......................................dread leave it alone

best left unsaid (world?) misused there's tension (????????)

die internal demon ... screaming something? ... (nervous

nails?) (a dying art?) ... more screaming ... (torture myself?)

(please?) relief dirty daylight expression reveals best left

unsaid cold and indifferent otherwise adjust the attitude (let

me count this?) (can confuse?) reflection shadow looks for

refuse wherever falls the stone best left unsaid

Inquisition

blatant manner speak parting bonding cement no longer holds

parting bigots too young to grow old addicted romance love

tested ailing from substance abuse wicked resenting never faced

in itself torturer taints animal waste no evironment torturer

loving(?) ..(sample??).. rightious read realtime intrusion

fear's filtered for reasons unknown cancer (?)attack(?)

bleaching dessert so sweet leaves bitter taste in her mouth

forever tortured taints animal waste (?)coroners(?) creeping

fear tasting force fed lies of the wicked acting out fears

false truths turned around wicked torture wicked (?)heed(?) the

wicked words of the torturer abusing and controlling anyone

that's useful to him wicked waiting of the torturer wicked

waits the torturer reads history truth seething believed poison

eaten swallows turning away torturer taints animal with

(?)fate(?) enlightenment turned away no change the wicked not

facing himself controls turning away wicked torturer force fed

torment animal torture torturer turning away wicked torturer

turning away wicked not facing himself wicked turning away

wicked turning away ..????... tortures the animal