vad är nu jämfört med då

I cant believe that you are gone
How is it this could go so wrong
Now i will just go sing my sad song
But im not missing you

Now my heart is ripped and torn
Within me pity and self-loathing is born
And my whole reason for existence worn
But im not missing you

By my rage my pain is fed
And now inside me my soul is bled
I have lost you completely and now
I wish i was dead
But im not missing you

Now i just dont know what to do
And i cant believe that i tried to hide this too
All i know is that i love you through and through
And despite all that i have said..

I truly do miss you.