Well, maybe not in all cases, but in most, that is what I feel. My life is hell. I am lucky though in othere cases in life. I have an apartment where i live, i rent it, and the rent is SO high. But, a man gotta live some where in life.
8 months ago, i got my biggest happiness in life, when my son was born. That was incredible. I had 2 girls already here at home, but that was two girls that my girlfriend brought into our relationship. I do ofcourse love those two as my own also, but still, that wasn't really the same when I got my own son. Ofcourse I love the 3 kids equal.

Im soon turning 30, and you guess, my life would be great, and not hell as I stated in the headline. I got a Girlfriend, 3 kids and a roof over my head so what am I complaining about?

All was good, till I moved to my own appartment. I still lived like a king, I was 19 and the party was every weekend. I payed my rent, and the rest almost went to
party. Sure, some food was also bought, I couldt just live on alcohol, that was for sure. Everything went good for a couple of years. I lived alone, and had a girlfriend every now and then. But never anything real serious.

When I turned 23, I lost my job, and i was starting to gamebeling to rasie my income. I won some, but mostly I lost. I started to getting trouble to pay my rents, but still just managed it.
But the problems was this, I started to borrow money just to make a gamble. This is the most idiotic thing I ever done. Borrow money to gamble. I borrowd mostly from my brother, and father. Those two are different in person. My Father always made sure I paid the loan back as soon as possible, my brother didn't. And since I didnt win so much, I had to borrow from my brother, to pay my father. Till today, I have a debt to my brother of 22.000 dollars.

My life had a big change when I turned 26. I both found my girlfriend (whom I know am engaged with) and I got me a new job. Almost without a problem, I also stopped gamble. My life was nearly back to normal. But since I have big loans everywhere, my whole paycheck goes to trying to payoff all my debts. The problem is, for every month, they keep on growing. So even if I pay almost half of my money to clear my debts, it also increases by the same amount as I pay off.
But, we keep on living, for now.

To Show my willingness, and to show you that Im not greedy, I will, for every 2 dollar i get, I will donate 1 dollar to The Red Cross.
Cause, Im not trying to get rich here, Im just trying to reach out to peoples kindness and see if anyone have a good heart to help me out. I dont know what else to do with my life. So, as you can see here below, I've added StormPay, and Paypale, wich you can use to send me 1 dollar. You can if you like to, send more, but all I really ask for is 1 dollar. But if you want to donate more to help me out. I will gladly accept it. And remember for every 2 dollar i recive 1 dollar will go to The Red Cross.
For anyone donating 10 dollars or more, will be mentioned in the "Thank You" Section, if you are from a company, send me your Logo and I'll place it there for you aswell.